I woke up this morning knowing that today was the right day to move on with my life, minus Eddie. Things have been getting more and more just like they were when we 'went out' last year. I use the quotation marks because we've never actually gone on a date. Our whole relationship has been about him coming over to my house, me entertaining him and cooking for him, and then him leaving. We don't even talk on the phone much anymore because he watches tv and doesn't listen to me so I've stopped saying anything. And he was not being at all understanding about my limitations and pain. I printed a summary of what I go through about a month ago. Although I've asked him at least 10 times about it, he has never even bothered to read the pages. Oh, and I just found out that, exactly like last year, nobody knows about me...none of his friends even know he's been seeing anyone for the last 5 (?) months
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